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Dreams

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by AlecF, Apr 11, 2017.

  1. AlecF

    AlecF Guest

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    Location:
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    Gender:
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    Sexual Orientation:
    Gay
    I have had dreams for several nights now where I am violently raped by a gay friend I have. We go out on a date, then back to his place and to the bedroom. At this point I get in the bed and we start doing it. He becomes more and more aggressive until he is putting his knee on my neck and telling me not to scream as he proceeds to penetrate me forcefully as I scream in pain while he smacks my face telling me to shut up. Why am I ATTRACTED to this, I'm attracted to the screaming and playing the victim.