Hey everyone. I just wanted to write a little something for everyone here since I am new to this whole Gay community thing. The truth of the matter is though, I am scared. Literally terrified of being gay. Not that I have anything against gays, don't get me wrong. I just can't accept myself of being gay. I'm fat, worthless, and not worth anyone's time for love. I am scared out of my wits because there is always something inside of me that tells me to not give in, that I am doing something Horribly wrong. That's the thing though. I jerk of to furry yaoi (which is Gay Furries fyi) and tend to avoid the straight porn. I guess I am either afraid of what being gay might bring, that I am embarrassed or ashamed to be gay, or am just stuck on the stereotypical mindset of what being gay truly is. I never found the right woman (or man) for me, and there is no Gay/Lesbian/Straight group at the college that I attend to to help me. I have nothing. I am just a fat, worthless, frightened guy that doesn't know what love is. I am alone, and have no one to love, or to love me back.
You are a human being, the world was created for you, and your worth is infinite. There is nothing to be ashamed about and love is for everyone, including you...especially you. Reach out to us here at EC, we are listening!
