Might be gay but still not sure

Hi,
Last month I ate a weed brownie and got very high, and for one distinct moment I had a moment of clarity I guess one would say. I thought that I was attracted to one of my friends. I freaked out for a while, and then tried to rationalize it but it has been in my head for about a month. Before then I was attracted to women and I still am. When I masturbate I think of women and that is what is confusing me. i still get that nervous feeling when talking with girls. I've done a lot of contemplation about being gay and I am working through it trying to be as optimistic as possible and I know I will eventually be happy. It just seemed like everything is pointing in the direction that I am gay, I cry more easily than other guys, I like girly things, my nipples are coned shaped and I thought this might have to do with extra hormones that I may have, and a few other characteristics. I know anyone can be gay and I should not say these generalizations make me gay/straight. I have always known what a good looking guy and bad looking guys are and i'm fine with that. I do not really have sexual fantasies about other guys and it's hard for me to imagine at this point engaging in sexual activities with them. I do sometimes get uncomfortable when they have their shirts off and i'm not sure if that is actually my attraction or I have convinced myself that I am gay so i make myself uncomfortable with it. I am just trying to see if anyone else has felt this way or get any feedback. Thanks