Hiya I think I'm gay. You coud tell that from the profile anyway. BUT there are few things. From the age of 13 I was your average teenager and as teenagers do, watched alot of porn. I didnt know what i was doing at the time, I just knew i liked it...i was watching gay porn...and loads of it. From there I kind of snowballed and during school I really began to fancy guys, and despite my best efforts, to my peers it was pretty obvious I wasnt straight...I wasnt stereotype gay acting guy, but there was no interest in sports (except locker room!), i looked after my self, dress very smartly and my accent isnt perhaps the norm at my old school. I did eventually come out just before my 16th. Looking back, there were more signs i was gay. I was obssessed with the bus driver we had occassionally, he was the companys mechanic and :***: me he was hot!! I go to Uni now and there are lots of nice guys, one in like in particular, but it's a uphill struggle :dry: I know i'm incilined to go for guys, it's them i think about in a romantic way. Even at night or in the morning in bed, it's never ever girls, it just does happen, that i dream about sharing the bed with. Plus i'm boy who likes to be guy ontop if you know what i mean! The things that make we confused are that 1. I think women are more attractive in general than guys, in terms of appearance. I'm not interested in their physical bodies (boobs i dont know what the interest is) although it's pretty clear when a girl has good legs, or a nice bum? I dont go for guys much older than me, they MUST be about my age 2. I love the way women dress. Women look so sexy! Mainly, I do love a pair of boots (my thing)! Then again, i love a man in riggers! 3. I can get aroused and get off on straight porn/sex. I dont watch it/think about it much, though and when I do, I highly suspect it might be the scenario that interests me in it Crutially though, womens vagina freaks me out! Even if wanted to, it would put me off!
I think there a lot of gay men out there who can objectively appreciate a woman's appearance. Not in a sexual way, but as if they were looking at a lovely piece of art (not trying to objectify women here, but this is how I've heard it from gay guy friends!). As far as porn goes, the human brain is pretty flexible in that regard... sometimes seeing two attractive people get it on is hot no matter what they're packing down low. And it could be that you're focusing more on the guy involved, and not so much the woman, though obvs that's something you'd have to decide.
Hiya I hadnt realised until last month when talking to a friend that I'd never ever watched an exclusively female (lesbian) porn movie. She says that kinda says it all! A couple of other things I didnt mention; I also dont like straight porn...just normal pretty girl and guy on a bed i find its just bland.
hey... ever find it Ironic that lesbians hate penis's but love penis shaped toys??? well not all of them but they have found a use for it and alot of them like to dress as men... I love them all lol... anyway don't worry about it to much its porn... porn is all boring... and girl on girl porn is usually boring as hell anyway... cause most of them are made by straight porn companies to make guys of a hetero nature happy... anyway...
