For my 23 years I considered myself straight but 3 months ago I came to the conclusion I that I was a closeted gay male who had no idea I was gay. Without going to much into details i went from strickly girls on the mind to thoughts about men and virtually lost all interest in women. After fighting I finally accepted I was gay and was preping to talk with family and friends. However i went out 3 nights ago with some buds and a girl came up to me and made out with me and i got my 1st legit erection since the gay thoughts started popping in. I didnt think much of it but i realised later that the whole night i was looking and getting aroused by girls without forcing myself. Since then all i can think about is women again and im getting aroused so much easier then when thinking of men (yet slight arousal at images of hot guys). Now when i think of guys there is only slight arousal and to be honest i havent gotten an erection to a guy because i was still fighting the gay tendencies. Again without going to much into details ill tell you a little more about me, Ive never had a crush on a guy, ive given up porn altogether since this happened, when I frist considered myself straight I thought for sure Id never be able to get it up for a woman, I cannot see myself getting physical with a man, I'm asexual as I have no real sex drive so 1 night stands are out, when I fantasise its a pretty even cut between women and guys, and thats all I got at the moment. Is this normal for a bi person, could it all be a phase, or probably still in denial? Thanks for the help!
