so in my struggles i found a chicago based program thats like the solution to everything right now im so excited i wrote them a long email... i cant sleep i want to just stay up and call them. omg lol if i get in i can be me, all the time... :eusa_danc(!) lol im a doubter tho i have my doubts i always shoot for my dreams and never make it, its a chicago program they might not help me cuz i dont live in chicago but if i have to live in my car on chicago streets to get in ill park in front lol i been stressing cuz i cant go on pretending to be a man at this job and function im gonna get fired and lose my home soon
umm for once in my life i can make a list of dreams seriously sorry 1. be myself, be a woman, be passable, and get the voice down 2. i want to learn some french and italian 3. establish myself be confident and get out b close with ppl 4. when im here i want to meet drew-ashlyn off "my transexual summer" shes like my biggest crush and inspiration ever all in one ultimate dream ever lol
