:icon_sad: For the past 4 years I've been really confused about my sexual orientation. I had a crush on my best friend (a boy) when I was 11, but since then, nothing for boys at all. And I have quite a few good guy friends. I started getting confused after my crush for this guy, and thought I liked a girl. Then there were a few more. On about the 5th one, I told her, and turns out she had feelings for me too. So we started dating, and after about a month, she told me she loved me. I felt so bad, because I started getting confused again. I decided it'd be best if I left her, because it would cause her less pain in the long run. I went through a really rough time after that, and didn't really talk to anyone for a while. I finally started talking to my friends again about 6 months later, and started to like my best friend, lets call her friend A. Well so I thought. I then came out to my best friend, and she accepted me, and I started calling myself a lesbian. A few months later, here I am, confused between 2 girls. I thought I was in love with this girl, and I got over her, and started liking someone else (friend B), but now I'm confused between the 2, and my sexual orientation in general. When friend A hugs me, I get extremely turned on. It lasts for like 20 seconds, and I always just want to kiss her. But I am always fantasizing and dreaming about friend B. And she always makes me happy, and I'm always nervous about seeing her. After writing it all out, it does sound like I'm a lesbian doesn't it? I'm not saying it as a bad thing, I am just so confused right now:/ But how do I know which girl I like? Or is it possible I like them both? What do I do?
