I'm Male and 21 years old. I can easily look at Gay, Bi or Straight porn and get aroused. The thought of sexual activity with other guys doesn't turn me on/make me feel any better , however, as mentioned, i can watch it and get aroused. I've had relationships with girls in the past however they haven't really lasted long. I haven't been in a relationship in a long time, but feel like i want to be in a relationship with a girl again, i see girls in the street and feel attracted to them, i've known girls recently who i've felt attracted to both sexually and emotionally. The only problem is i get the impression some people tend to think i'm gay (i obviously haven't come out about anything yet, as i don't know whats going on/who i am, hence why i'm posting on here) i don't know whether this is playing on my mind and this is what has knocked my confidence, anxiety in social situations/public places, or whether i'm in denial? I've never looked at a guy in the street or know any guy personally who i've felt attracted to both sexually or emotionally. Whats going on!? :bang:
I don't see gay porn alone as an indication of anything. You are certainly self-conscious about how you are perceived by other, but so are most of us. Aside from getting off sometimes on gay porn, is there anything else? Have you longed to sleep with a guy? Do you fantasize about sex with guys, aside from the porn? And if so, was it once or twice or pretty frequent? I would recommend you see a therapist for a little while at least, regardless of your sexual orientation.
