I am now questioning myself more than ever today! I don't know why I am but I just keep doing it, If you want an abridged version of my past, here we go. I experimented when I was younger but did not get hard or felt anything with it, lived my whole life up to this point thinking I'm Heterosexual but now I am questioning if I am Homosexual or Bisexual due to intrusive or unwanted thoughts of gay sex with people who I either do or do not know or recognize. I am worried because what if I actually am Gay and if so, what are these feelings I have for this woman I like on the internet? I wanted to calm down and let the chips fall where they may but today is making me question myself more than ever! This morning I was beginning to think I was slightly Asexual which according to AVENA (a website dedicated to the true knowledge of Asexuality) and this person talked about her life, and it felt eerily similar to how I feel alot, especially in High School. When I got home though, I felt like masturbating, and I masturbated to a man getting Jerked by a woman this time, and they rarely shown the woman :icon_sad: At that point I realized... I don't even know. I sincerely need some help here, I don't know what to do. :tears: :help:
I'd say you're bi curious at best. Just relax and see what comes. If you want to know if you're really sexually attracted to a man, try to find a guy to date whoa willing to be an experiment of sorts. You mention experimenting in the past but just because you're gay doesn't mean every guy you might be with, you'll be attracted to which may explain your feeli mg s thej. Some people really connect sex to romance ao if you weren't in love or somethi mg, your body may not react. Just some foos foe though. Just go situation ny situation and maybw you'll figure it out
What about my feelings for the woman though? Are they real or just something caught up in some weird feeling? I want to know for sure.
Bi curious means you're straight but curious about the same sex. I think its likely your feelings for women are real..I can't say for sure but through relationships and sex, you should come to understand your feelings on all of the above more.
Like I said, I never had a relationship nor the guts to act on the feelings I had for my crushes, hence one reason I am questioning; If I were actually straight, should I have acted on those feelings regardless?
There are plenty of shy people who have anxiety that majes it difficult to initiate relationships with people they like..that doesn't make you gay nor straight..it makea you human. When the right peraon comes alongand you want it bad enough, yyou'll try. And if not, try seeing a therapist and try to figure out what's stopping yoy
The thought recently occurred to me that I may be gay and the fact that I never approached my crushes because I knew deep down in some weird repression. Could it be true?
Hinestly idk many strsight guys who evee doubted their straightness so I'd guess its possible you're gay for sure. Ya just gotta put yourself out there and see what ya like
I just watched my first Full on Gay Porno in my entire life, from what I can tell; no arousal happened. Does this mean anything, I've heard some variations as to pornography therapy works, some say it does and some say it doesn't. Opinion's?(&&&)
Some peope don't like porn. I don't. Thougb I do get somewhat aroused sometimes. I just don't rly watch it. Maybe you feel no arousal because its gross and the ppl feel nothing for one another. You need to experiment and date a guy and see how you feel. Maybe join an online dating sight or plenty of fish. Thats free. And there's a phone app. Theres apso an pp called gayvox Just ideas. You can talk to other guys and meet any you find interesting and get to know them and see if you are sexually interested
Well then, I guess I have my answer then; I'm slightly Asexual leaning towards straight, or a limited-sexual straight, I say that because I find emotions more important than sex mostly; plus I talk with my friends on the internet alot; some are guys, some are girls; I even gots a crush on one of the girls (I think, it feels like what I felt with my other crushes but not as deep, but that could be for a number of reasons not necessarily pertaining to closeted homosexual); one guy friend I have is Bi and as far as I'm concerned; no sexual tension between us is happening and no sexual arousal, when I talk to her though; not so much sexual arousal as much as the feeling I want to get close to her, hug her and protect her.
