So much stress... I cannot tell whether or not I am gay. I've been attracted to woman all my life, and occasionally check out an ass . But for some reason I keep questioning myself. I don't typically actually watch straight porn, I do watch gay, but I think it's because I pretend to simulate having sex, and the noises sound like pleasure coming from the guy, so that makes me have more pleasure, if that makes any sense. I do occasionally watch straight porn, and some I've really enjoyed. Also, my parents really would hate me if I were gay, and they've told me not to be gay. So it's not an option to be gay. I've had crushes (on girls) and usually there appearance and personality are the two factors I look for in a girl. I don't have crushes on them when I first see them, but when I talk to them and they seem nice, I start liking them. Also, I do really care about them, like I really want to ask them out, but I'm too nervous to ever do it. Anyways just please :help: me if you can. Thanks.
First off welcome to EC. I don't want to play the easy hand but I have to mention it. You are going through a crazy time in your body's life cycle. Everything will turn you on and you don't know why. The best advice I can give is just try to keep doing what you think you should be doing. Just because you saw a guy who turned you on doesn't nesacarily make you gay. If you like girls then go with it. Don't be afraid to like both guys and girls either. Just keep living your life, just take notes along the way. Slow down and try to understand what your body is telling you.
I was the EXACT same way when I was your age. Then in the 9th grade, I thought I was just bi. Now that school has ended and I've been able to clear my head of all the social distractions, I have come to realize and accept that I am actually gay. Just take it slowly and don't jump to conclusions, or else you might regret it. ---------- Post added 9th Jun 2013 at 09:30 PM ---------- I even almost came out as bi. I'm glad I didn't, because I actually wasn't. Don't come out until you're sure!
