Hi there I'm a 19 year old student living in the UK, and have always thought I was straight. I have only ever been with men, and for the most part have enjoyed it both sexually and emotionally. I have always however been incredibly open and supportive of gay people, and have never understood the need to differentiate between gay and straight - in my mind it's all the same. A few of my friends find this odd, but have always accepted it. Over the past few months, I have found myself thinking more and more about my sexuality, and have come to the conclusion that I would love to experiment with a woman, and to see what It is like, and if it's for me. I however have no way of going about this, as I do not want to openly question my sexuality with my friends, and they are all fairly close minded. I attend a very small university, with no support groups, and i really don't want to have to stigma attached with sexual uncertainty. I find myself becoming increasingly attracted to many female celebrities, and I definitely find the thought of sex with a woman arousing, but I have no way of finding out if it is just a fantasy in my head, or if I will feel the same way in real life. Any advice/guidance/support is greatly appreciated, please help to give me some ideas of what to do, thank-you so much
Ever thought of secretly going to a gay bar in the city? Perhaps this will allow you the chance to experiment with your sexuality?
