Hello, I'm 23 years old. For as long as I can remember I've loved male feet. I get aroused when someone makes me smell his feet or rubs them on my face. I do not find the idea of licking or sucking on feet appealing at all (not sure if that matters, who knows). I have never been turned on by just looking at a guy (or his feet). I have even tried to be open minded and looked at pictures of guys online as well as in person and I just don't really care. I am also repulsed by male porn. Again, I've tried to watch it with an open mind and I find it disgusting. I hate the idea of putting a penis in my mouth or anywhere near me. On the other hand, I love looking at women. I am attracted to women. However, just looking at a woman, or watching regular porn, does not turn me on. I have made out with women before and liked it but it has not turned me on. I have not had sex with a woman; the closest I ever got I could not get an erection (I was somewhat drunk at the time). The closest I've gotten to real relationships I have run away from out of fear that I would not be able to get aroused if we got intimate. I have always maintained that I'm straight and thought that the male foot fetish was just a kink. Lately, however, it's gotten the best of me and I have had severe anxiety and depression. It is affecting everything I do. It is all I think about. Please help me, or give any advice that you think could help.
Well, that's a bit tricky :b One thing that i've noticed is that everyone has their own fantasy that is nearly impossible or just impossible to achieve. For example, I would love to do it with Ryan Gosling :b but more realistically, I have always wanted to be a woman and have sex with a man, but considering I'm a man, that's kind of difficult :b I think in the end, you just need to enjoy what you enjoy and go after whoever you are romantically interested in. If you love someone enough, you'll make it work in the bedroom. Sexuality/fetishes and romance are actually pretty different and often do match up perfectly with most people. Also, things on the internet and porn often don't translate to actual sex. Porn is a strange strange think. Sometimes it makes sense when it turns us on, but most of the time it's just confusing hornyness :b
Read both of my posts I put in here, def confusing stuff your dealing with. It got to be normal for me....it sucks for awhile though :bang:
