What are you thinking?

Just finished reading Openly Straight. I really enjoyed it but that ending? Damn that ending sucks!:bang:

 

Ha! That's just torture. I never fail to notice a nice ass or boobs. My college is mostly women, so you can imagine how distracting a typical day there is because the majority of them are attractive or in great shape. Wanna hear something worse though? This chick next to me in class today was totally, totally gorgeous and exactly my type, and I happened to look down at her hands on the desk and notice her fiddling with her fingers on the desk and just thought "there's better things you could be doing with those hands" :roflmao: It was awful, ha.

 

So many good shows, so little time...

 

Feeling quite down again.

Find it hard putting how i feel into words and when i try i get no sympathy from anyone... Pretty annoying!

 

If you need to talk I'm just a wall post away (*hug*)(*hug*)

 

I have no idea what we're doing. I thought my boyfriend and I would agree to just be friends, but he's indecisive, so I'm not exactly sure. We're not together, I think, but we're not not together. :lol:

He really should have told his psychiatrist, but his parents jumped in by saying he's single before he had a chance. :dry:

 

Haha. >_> Here's a new variation of my name guys: "Ruthver" lol wtf

I got an application thing for services/therapy at this multi-service-whatever-it-is place and they addressed it to "Ruthver" even tho I told the person on the phone how to spell my name.

But i'm not really angry tho, just miffed, cuz i mean, the person i talked to was super nice.

 

Fresh dreams everyone.

 

Honestly, my current thought is (although I don't know why I'm thinking it), would I make a good boyfriend for someone? My friend and I were discussing it because he has been with his boyfriend for two years and he (my friend's boyfriend) is still with him even though my friend is a butt sometime. I don't think I could handle putting up with someone's crap time and time again. That is where this thought came about.

 

Just got back from taking a friend to the hospital. Luckily they are okay

 

I've felt the same way about how I would put up with someone's crap, but I think that it depends how superficial it is. Sure, he might pick his nose a bit in public and embarrass me, but if it's something that we can work around or I can overlook, even at great pains, it should be OK. But if the flaws are of a more serious nature, then perhaps the relationship might not be a sound idea. Then again, what's a superficial flaw for someone might be a serious flaw to another :lol:.

 

Maybe that's why they're still together. It's definitely something that can be overlooked most definitely. Maybe I'm too irritable by my friend when I go to help him with math. A lot of things can easily get on my nerves.

Most likely, it's probably the fact that I tend to give up too easily when things get difficult. I think that's something that I'll need to work on the most out of all my personal flaws.

 

Too much for the human mind to interpret

 

Despite loving my job...see last two days need to end. Soooo ready for a break.

Imagine having like 100+ grumpy coworkers every day. That's me.

 

Story of my life. Quit 2 weeks ago to find a better job, now just reading books, and not doing all that much as I intended to, to actually find a job.

 

In my dream I entered someone's house and they had two skunks, one cuddly, the other playful. Now I wish I were with an animal lover so I had skunks.

I miss you Kiwi and Hobbes xxxx

 

There is snow on the ground... on April 16th. Dafuq?

 

Isn't it always snowing in Yankeeland? :lol:

 

£59.25 on rabbit litter, hays, herbs and treats. That should last me two months. (Excluding all the fresh food, the Xeno 450 and yearly vaccination for VHD and Myxo - He-Man you are spoiled rotten!)

 

Not in April.