What are you thinking?

For those who are wonder if it's just you when the site goes down:

Is It Down Right Now? Website Down or Not?

 

I tied a noose. Not to kill myself. It's a thread, nowhere near big enough to do that efficiently. But I did it nonetheless.

 

This video makes me feel very happy : (not breaking any rules, right?)[YOUTUBE]GlTjvs1ATQU[/YOUTUBE]

 

That video made me happy. Thank you I really needed it! (*hug*)

 

:tears:

 

Heading out for dinner soon to celebrate my 5 month anniversary with my boyfriend!

 

Hm.....well before I go to eat and the library :
am I srsly the only one who thinks dudes here make waaaay too much out of some issues? I mean I get "confusion " now to an extent ; I admit I'm a huge dick sometimes (always have been ) ; and I can't relate to some of this angst? but c'mon , all this huge trauma - drama about labels and what to do and call myself and then it's young people ( well, at least it says they're young ) . I keep thinking wtf are they gonna do in high school ? And Im not sure that the whole group that seems to encourage each other is that healthy ? . Life is not easy for anyone . Sometimes you just havta (ok, I won't say 'man up') deal and move the F on . You can't just let every big or little thing deter you . Ultimately , only you can live your life man . Make a fkn decision ! If it turns out wrong or bad , again, deal and move on. I call it growth.
I'm sure it's just me.
OH and NOONE is THAT happy all the fkn time I mean rly ( even in the Netherlands ).
Sorry , I'm in a bad mood and this has kinda annoyed me for awhile and .....someone did post this...

 

Tired... light on... have to get up...

 

Ah. The launcher to the game is not working...

 

I have to waste time cussing my bank out tommorow instead of studying.

 

gawd isn't this great? i'm gonna be startin T before i turn 21. that was what i really wanted to happen yaaas

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so yeah Mick didn't call back so i don't know if he was there or on vacation or what but if he doesn't call tomorrow i'm just gonna call the main borum number on friday and set up the appointment for that day.

cuz that's how their whole system works for some reason, same day appointments, but i wanted to call Mick cuz i remember him bein able to set up shit ahead of time for me before and i dunno i was hopin maybe for that.

 

Not to mention, doubt at 18 he's exactly qualified to tell anyone to "man up"... *dry* Just saying.

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Left pens at home. Seriously, no one around here sells fucking pens...

And bus stations really, really make me feel like a misanthrope. All the random crying, yelling and running around. Since when was a bus station the setting for a Les Miz finale?

 

That cello though....
'Wonderwall' is brilliant.

On a side not, I really want to do a Kyouko Kirigiri cos play at some point and my logical sides like, 'Yeah, like that's ever happening, you're an idiot'

 

I hanged a stuffed rabbit with my noose.

 

I should start working on my Shiroe costume at some point.
Don't know how I'm ever going to get that staff done though.

 

Fuck. It'll be a lot more red from now on. Not thrilled.

I'm not in the mood to deal with this shit right now.

 

I just went in the VampireFreaks chatroom

Somehow I don't feel right. In Japanese chat rooms they are welcoming and talk nicely, but I felt that the VF chatroom (being filled with Americans) is a little hostile..

Maybe Americans are just rude. No surprise there.

 

Cultural differences.

 

I just remembered that cardboard is a thing...