What are you thinking?

I just cannot concentrate today. Not for the life of me.

May only be halfway through the semester, but I need Winter Break! :lol:

 

mom

 

I hate when you have a spurt of determination to get a bunch of stuff done, and then you lose it midway through...

 

The band whose concert I am missing tonight will have another one I can make two weeks from now in Butte!

Only one problem with this:

the idea of being in a downtown Butte bar on Friday night utterly terrifies me. :lol:
(apologies for the Montana-specific reference )

 

I hate it when the "You'll never do this" voice is right.

 

My tummy hurts:tears:

 

The post traumatic arthritis in my ankle is getting worse. It has been 11 years, well a month shy of 11 years since I broke my ankle and the arthritis is getting worse. And just to rub salt in an open wound, I lack health insurance to get it checked out, and even of I did have health insurance there is nothing that they can do since it is so old and I am overweight.

 

What republicans hear when they take me on in a "debate": a valiant struggle with the lady of darkness, who shall damn us all to hell and corrupt our generation. The struggle is sucessful.
What I hear: "i'z nowt a docur, but eboler is aurborn and itz obamir's fawlt. da gud lawd jusus will streke down the ervil obamir and wid em, al de gheey lezbos who der to be differnt dan I wan em to! Asso, gens are me gawd-givin rite and evverbady shoul leit mi carri on into a shcoul an git shome kids lunth moni! Cuz de shouf shal rize agern!"

 

So an adorable guy from my school say next to me today on the bus on my way home, there were no seats. Well anyways I was reading my book and I could see he was reason along with me. And well anyways a couple minutes past and I felt something haha well I turn around and he was asleep on my shoulder…it might have been the cutest thing I have seen in my entire life…but I continued reading and giggled and I tried not to move cx well so a couple people were getting on the bus and they were just looking at us and going "Awe" and then smiling haha I think they thought we were a couple but wow was he beautiful so then some of my old friends got on the bus and they were just pointing at me and I could hear parts of their conversation like "I knew it!" And "boyfriend" and "cute!" Haha so I tried to ignore it but they just went "awe" and so it came time for me to get off and I poked him ever so gently haha and I had to poke him a couple times and when he finally woke up he wiped his lip and said bye haha which made me laugh because he didn't know me and I didn't know him other than sometimes at school but I don't know it's not like I was like OMG he loves me haha but I was kind of taken aback by how innocent and beautiful he looked it was kind of weird but I would let him do it again haha

 

1am. Time to watch some cricket:lol:

 

I hit a vein when I gave myself my shot today, so now I am trying to sleep and my leg is throbbing.

And I thought that for once I was going to get a good night of sleep... it's not like I'll get any tomorrow, since it is halloween weekend at my college. This means pure havok. It's to the point where they lock down the residence halls and put special procedures in place.

 

Well...shit hit the fan with my mother. Chances are good I probably won't be speaking to her for a very long time but it's getting to the point where the rest of her family is done with her crap too.

 

(*hug*) Been there, done that.

 

I love it when my sleeping pills don't work.

 

i hate chocolate

 

Jack White is talented but soooooo pretentious.

 

I might change it too one day. =) I'm currently not really comfortable with the label, although I know it's closer to me than bisexual. Confusing haha. :lol:

 

I just "found" a very good piece of music, that i'm kind of going to keep for a "special" occasion. Like, it's supah good! (>^_^)><(^o^<)

Also, i should go to the superstore with my dad but... it's raining and i don't know if he'll want to, but i want to and maybe, just maybe, i can convince him for us to swing by the hardware store and i can finally get myself a decent lamp.