Hi everyone. I am very new to this site, but it seems really interesting. I have always struggled with my sexuality. My first kiss was another girl. But I have never been able to do more. I got married soon after high school, because he was my first and I felt guilty for having sex. I was never really into him like I should have been. I was into his sister more than I was him. haha. We divorced and sooner after I got into another relationship. I have never had the option to be with a girl, but I want to. I am just not sure if I am bisexual, or if I am lesbian and just felt like I should be with guy because my family is so homophobic. But I have always liked girls. Way more than guys. I can't even look at a guy sexually. So I am struggling to find myself. Discover myself. I am hoping being with other people who understand will help me.
Hello. EC is a great place to help yourself find you, in a manner of speaking. Welcome and I hope you find some answers and clarity for yourself. =)