Hi I was on here for a while almost a year ago but then left because I didn't see any help coming from here. But now I am back to try again because I found no matter how hard I wanted to not be gay it's to late for that, and maybe there is someone here to talk to. I am a nerd and geek in the most real way, besides being good with computers. I love to read, play video games, and watch the TV shows I like. I also am homeschooled, and am not a big people person so don't have many friends, and only one that I can really talk to about anything important. I like getting out and being active but don't do it very often because most of the year there is ice and snow where I live. I also come form a very Christian family and am not one, but lord knows my mom and dad are. I lastly am a very sarcastic person who loves a laugh, and loves to have fun and smile, but will speak my mind when ever I feel the need, but am still very shy.