I'm 38 I've been in a relationship for 7 years, we live together when I'm not working, even then we use to see each other at least once every 2 weeks, for the last 4 months due to her job, and my job, we have lived apart. She facetimes me everyday. I think the world of her, i love her. I've had many gay relationships before we met, and she knows about them, but she is the only woman that has ever truly turned me on. She bought a strap on when I met her, and we use that when she makes wild love to me, and then make wild love to her., but with us with being apart. I have been dreaming, desiring, needing, men in my sex life. I never found women attractive when she was around, but now that she's not around the men are. I find gay porn and self satisfaction helps, but it only intensifies the wanton lust for men.
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