Hi all, :smilewave I joined this site because after 17 years (since the age of 16) I'm finally starting to come to terms with my sexuality and am really in need of advice and support. For the longest time I tried to repress my feelings, but ultimately I am attracted to both genders. Coming from a very restrictive family environment it is very difficult for me to relax and be ok with being bisexual. What I mean is, there is at least one lesbian in my family, and she was promptly disowned as soon as she came out. :bang: I'm hoping here I can share some of my feelings and maybe make better sense of them. Otherwise, I'm somewhat of a typical man for my age. I love video games, hiking, learning about other cultures, and I'm rather fond of drinking anything but distilled liquor. I'm huge on meditation, it's one of the things that has helped me get to the point I am at now. (&&&) Look forward to sharing with everyone!