Been told I'm so old I Fart Dust, So why am I here. Every day is a struggle for me to go through each day and I like to see that there are others so fortunate to be able to make the changes in their lives that bring them happiness. I have always operated with the motto and maybe this is what keeps me going each and every day. "No matter how bad you think you may have it. Always and I do mean always remember that there is always someone that is in worse shape than you are." I started to transition years ago until I became disabled. when I had to settle for SSD and Medicare then say By By to any hope to complete my transition. So now I get humor (how I look at it) when going out people gossip and think I am a FTM transsexual. LOL. Now I am nothing more than a "IT" I can not fit into either roll as a male or a female, so figure with the damage that has been done I spend a lot of time secluded alone. Do not feel pity I hate it this is just how the cards were dealt to me an I have no choice but to except it. Words from my therapist before I was told that They couldn't see me any more because my insurance doesn't cover or recognize this form of treatment, and my endo told me if I hit the loto to come back and see him. ya right. like Eric Clapton sang it "if it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have any luck at all. have a good evening y all
