hello

So im still trying to learn my way around this forum, I've created my account a few weeks ago in hopes of making new friends in a community more understanding. Im from a small town and everybody is up in each other's business with a lot to say. so I keep to myself for the most part and my family is very close minded. I finally admitted to myself that im bi and so here I am. Im more attracted to women but for the last 6 years have been seeing this guy we connected but I dont know, we wanted different things. we had good physical chemistry but emotionally we lacked. Befor him I did the most taboo thing, started a relationship with one of my closest girlfriend. Yeah we dont talk no more. So as I look back and move forward with my life, I am figuring it all out and i dont know whats next.