Hello, I am Blade, just a normal gamer, geek and hybrid of other interests. I am confused person as of right now still trying to weave through feelings . Reason for my confusion is simple. I am 25 and I have de-converted christian for about 1 1/2 years now. I been a christian roughly since I was 10 (I only count years I could think for myself). I repressed alot of my feelings and emotions. I was also an apologetic so I never directly persecuted the LGBT community, however I was against it for that I am sorry as a being part of that crowd at all. Now past that, now that I am no longer held back by any religion my mind has been flood with tons of emotions. So maybe here I can get some help and sort them out. So I am excited to maybe get some closure on some of my own feelings
