Uhm... Hi. As you can probably tell , I'm new here.... I've only told two other people that I am transgendered/ wish to be (which is the correct term for some one who has not yet done so?). Those two people are my best friends. I can't tell anyone in my family. To start, they're already old fashioned and my dad hates me. It doesn't help that, like most religions, there seems to be a stigma towards non cigs!gendered people in Islam.(Yes I'm muslim. Got a problem?). I've never been sure about myself, in fact when it comes to myself it's the subject I know LEAST about. I'm not even sure if I'm Pansexual or bisexual. To make matters worse I haven't exactly had the ideal past and may possibly suffer from bi-polar disorder or a similar disorder.in the past my emotions have often overwhelmed me and I have harmed myself. I'm... Trying to stave it off, with some help from my absolutely amazing best friend. I hope that by ole inning up here I'll be able to figure out how to tackle one of the larger problems in my life.... So yea. That's me! ---------- Post added 21st Nov 2013 at 10:04 PM ---------- Quick fix, where it says 'cigs!gendered', I meant to put cisgendered.