Hi all. I've already posted something of an "introduction" thread to this forum (which I won't link to as it became something of a fiasco). But I swear I'm really not History's Greatest Monster. (That would be Justin Bieber.) I'm a 37 year-old, bigendered male living in the Big Apple of the South (Atlanta). I currently live alone, work full-time at a job I hate and attend art school part-time. I recently separated from my wife, headed toward divorce and utterly miserable about it. Between this loss of everything I valued about life and my ultra-confusing gender/sexuality issues, suicide is a step I've been closely courting for the past several months. I've been trying to get some help by seeing a therapist at my school, but she's unfortunately been no help at all. (Currently looking into others.) In the meantime, been treating my situation as best as I can with humor and alcohol. And trying to maybe seek some support online here at EC. Hope to get to know at least some of you. :smilewave