I was 27 years old when I realized that I was attracted to women. My first thought was that there was something very wrong with me. I was raised in a Christian home so I knew that I wasn't to have these feelings. So I did seek help through my church. After that I moved from Colorado to Utah. And started dating. A couple years later I did meet a wonderful women and had a great 7 year relationship. Even after 7 years I wasn't fully ok with myself so I ended that relationship. After awhile I decided that I would try to date men because it was the right thing to do. That was almost 6 years ago. I still haven't been able to go out on a date. When ever I am asked out I just can't go. I just am not attracted to a man. So how can I have a relationship with one? So here I am. I know what is in my heart and I am learning to be ok with that. I know that I have a long ways to go but when I told myself that I was ok it did help me.
Hello and welcome! I'm glad you're slowly realizing that what your heart wants is okay. It really isn't a bad thing! Maybe it's different than what you expected, but life will always surprise you.
Thank you TJ I do look forward to getting know people and having fun. ---------- Post added 30th Nov 2013 at 10:00 PM ---------- Thank you Skyline, Yes it does seem that life surprises us. I am glad that I am starting to realize that I am ok and that I can just let it be.
Hello and welcome. Its good that you are aware of whats natural to you. Give yourself some time and space to start living who you are. Dont force yourtself to live up to others expectations...its your life andf you deserve to be happy and to be true to who you are ))
