I guess this is a good place to start. So, hello all. I'm BucKeTz and I live in New Hampshire. I am a college student going for a computer science major. I enjoy running in the woods, reading (just finished some Kyell Gold books), and just keeping my mind busy. I came here because as of recently, I have been struggling to keep my mind off the whole, "I'm gay" thing. I have come to terms with it myself but honestly refuse to let anyone else know. I have a few friends that are out and proud, but I can't get myself to discuss anything with them. Obviously, I am not looking for a relationship until I get everything figured out. I'm also very shy, so meeting people in general happens only on forced occasions, but I do tend to warm up after a bit. TLDR: I'm gay, but closeted. Not looking for relationship. Shy but not antisocial. Thank you for reading -BucKeTz PS: BucKeTz is an old nickname from who knows where. Siblings always called me it, but I have no clue why.