Very few ppl know I'm Bi. Even fewer know the truth about how deep my desire for women is. It could ruin my life. Not sure what else to say.
Hi I know how you feel because I'm bi too and I worry about what my family think. I just hide it from them
Hello! I think I can relate, at least a bit, to how you feel. I'm a hetero married mother of three and whenever I think about how someday I will have to tell my children, my friends, and (eek!) my parents that I dig women I get panic attack-y. In the end, though, don't you think your loved ones, your family, your employer, and whoever else you're worried about would want you to be happy instead of either conforming or staying on an unhappy relationship? Being attracted to women should not ruin your life. It might make new challenges but you can get through them. And now you have an entire troop of people here on this site to support and encourage you. I guarantee any nay-sayers will not be as fabulous as us (and yes you can totally take that as a pun). Hang in there!