Hello Everyone! A newbie who just joined....

Hi my name is clickster010587, and I am 27 years old. It says on my profile that I am questioning, but I am leaning more toward lesbian because I have only been with one guy (and have since realized I was not attracted to him) and have a 3 year old daughter with him.

I have been attracted to women since I was 16 years old, but I have kept it inside all these years because I was too ashamed. I live in a small rural town in the middle of the "bible belt" of Oklahoma, so I felt more comfortable just keeping my secret to myself. Not only was I in love with a woman, but it was a woman I went to church with, so I had so much fear, that I almost shut down down completely. When I was 18, I started going to a LGBT club in a nearby town and joined a LGBT youth center.

When I moved out of my parents house, and moved in with a couple of drag queens that I had met, my parents were livid, but I was free! With my friends I was free to be myself, and they are the only ones to this day that know my true sexual orientation.

My secret outlet is the television, and I have crushes on Lana Parrilla from "Once Upon A Time", Mariska Hargitay from "Law and Order: SVU", and I also have a crush on Wynonna Judd. I have realized that most of my crushes (real-life and celeb) have all been older women.

I want to thank you for taking the time to read this, and I hope to make some friends here. I think I am going to have fun here, I browsed through some posts before I joined and I liked the topics and posts I saw. THANKS!

 

Thank you!