So recently I've noticed that I've liked the idea of wearing women's cloths all my life, and don't really like almost anything 'male'. Like I don't like being macho, I REALLY like hugs, being close to people, kissing and generally dressing up as a girl and pretending to be one. also dressing up is sexually exciting for me. I grew up in a house hold very open and accepting. I honestly feel like my family would be 100% accepting of whatever i choose. BUT I feel I have societal programming making me feel like what i'm doing is wrong even tho it makes me feel good. not really even sexually but just normally. but i want to be 100% sure of what I am. I want to make sure im genuine as well. to me it really isn't just like a fetish, its a thing, but I think it would be offensive to ID myself as something when i'm not. I'm not really having a sexual identity crisis here either. I guess porn would be a good place to draw where your sexuality lies? EVERYTHING about a women I love. Pictures I looks at are 100% female/transfemale. Men kinda of turn me off sexually. Whatever I end up being, i'll be an ally till the day I die!