I'm Meika. I was directed here by my best friend after I had been talking to her about some of my current struggles. Briefly, here is my story. I just turned 31, and am just out of a 7-year relationship with a wonderful, amazing woman. She was my first relationship, ever, and was the one who finally helped me come to terms with my sexuality. I still adore her, and I still hope that, one day, we'll find our way back to each other. But in the meantime...I'm struggling a bit. She is the only lesbian I know -- it seems that, even after being with her for so long, part of me still feels...I don't know...fake? I don't know how to describe it. I find myself intimidated by lesbians, and I don't know why. It's weird, right? Anyway, that's me. Hopefully, hanging out here will help me figure me out!
Hi Meika - welcome… While you are finding out where to go next with things…. I hope you find some good friends and support here on EC
