so i was having a conversation with one of my very close friends tonight and she was confronting me on some things as she does from time to time. she's a good friend because she kicks my ass when i need it. tonight it was about how i talked to my older sister at the end of last week about being bisexual, i came out to her. she's the first one in my family that i came out too and since then i went into this place of isolation and avoidance, which i am famous for, so she was calling me out because she doesn't want me to fall into old habits. i've also been listening to mormon stories a lot, the podcasts, and although those have been helpful, i'm looking for connection with other people and i'm not going to get that by listening to a podcast on my phone. i decided to take a chance on an online network to see what kind of support or connection or whatnot i could find. that's what i'm hoping for! trying to do things differently in my life, and work through all these transitions i'm going through in a healthy way. here's to hoping!