hello people. first let me explain. when i was in about 2nd or 3rd grade when i started to think i was gay, and i told my best friend whom i could trust the most. i told him that i thought i was and i was a little worried and confused. he then went and told everyone, and now its in everyones mind that im gay. i get made fun of for it every day. but i wasnt sure. i thought i was straight then gay then gay then straight. i still thought i was gay. but i didnt tell anyone. things got really heated in 6th grade. i knew this girl and i felt sort of attracted to her. we kissed and i enjoyed it. and every time we sat next to each other i felt "aroused". and i thought oh shit cuz i told my closest friend that i could really trust im confused and might be gay. she told no one thak god. so this led me to think i was bi. :bang::bang::bang::help::***: after this in summer b4 7th grade i saw pornography accidentally and being the young fillie i was and am i explored. :eusa_naug i noticed i was attracted to every aspect of gay and straight porn and some of lesbian. inside i feel like im gay but im just confused. i try my hardest to imagine who i am in the future and who im with and its a guy but im worried thats just what i want to believe.:bang: i also should add that im very in love with theatre and my favorite movie is mean girls, i stand and sit like a girl a lot. i really dont mean to be stereotypical but i really need the best answer possible. sometimes im thnking about how cute a guy is. and i heard that penises make teenagers aroused because it reminds them of certain pleasurable things. but i saw this movie and two guys made out and i got aroused. at this point im going mad:roflmao::tears::bang::icon_sad::lol::***::***::***::***!)(!)(!)(!) :help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help: please help please im so confused and i know a lot of people have experienced this and i honestly feel gay but idk maybe im bi or pansexual or some kid of sexual ive never heard of. but i really need :help:help:help: :bang: so please help PLEASE and i know my grammar sucks and normally im a :***: about it and i use emojis soooo much but really im confused and im sorry really im sorry :help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help:
I had this same problem. I spent so much time and energy worrying about labels. Am I bi or gay? Evidence points both ways. The only thing I'm certain of is that I'm not straight. Now, I'm a senior in high school and I'm still not sure. But I try not to worry about it because it shouldn't matter. I'm currently out to 7 of my best friends, and when they inevitably ask "how do you know you're bi?" I answer "I don't" because I'm not completely sure. There's a sexuality scale called the Kinsey Scale and I don't know where exactly I lie on it, but that's ok. I'll love who I love, whether its a girl or a guy. The bottom line is it's not worth the energy of worrying about labels. My advice would be to work on being proud of who you are, even though you may not be sure exactly what that is. Don't fear the unknown in yourself. Something that would have helped me is making friends with guys AND girls, if you can. You'll learn about yourself as you have new experiences. In the end all that matters is that you end up with someone you love. Remember you're not alone
Thank you so much, and you're right. I shouldn't worry about exactly what I am, and just to be proud of who I am. It's great to know I'm not the only one whose only sure of the fact that they're not straight.(!):icon_bigg:icon_bigg
