Hi everyone, Im an androgyne about 24 yrs old. Im so consfused about my sexuality. I weigh around 54 kgs and 5.7 inches in height. My life has been very normal... But i always had a thing for long hair... SO i used to fantasize girls with long hair.. And den slowly i my self wanted to wear long locks.. Thats when i started feeling like a girl.. But almost everybody ive met tells me i look and i have a girly side.. Anyway during my childhood ive had this gay experiences with one of my class mates.. I kinda gave him my head.. ANd just recently i had sex with my cousin brother(barebacke). I was the bottom.. When im horny i feel really gay(totally bottom) with long hair (feel totally like a girl) , Hence ive started growing my hair as well.. Its tilll my upper back..I have passed as a girl many times when i crossdress.. I lie to ppl sayin i play guitar... But during my refractory period i feel really disgusted and think this is just a fantasy and i should never repeat this... I don know what to do.. I think i must decide about my sexuality really quickly... Please help me!!!
Hello and welcome to Empty Closets! I am sorry to hear about the situation you are in, it sounds stressful. It may be worth posting a similar thread to this in the Sexual & Romantic Orientation section, or in the Gender Identity and Expression. I think the people there will probably have more advice for you- good luck!
