Hello

Hello
I am Rosalynn but you can call me Rosa for short!!!! I am fourteen and questioning in a rural town chock full of homophobia. I am pretty sure, though, when I finally figure it out my parents and friends will accept me. It officially started when I must of been about nine and me and my friend started kissing each other before we went home. I can't remember if it was on the lips or cheek or if I liked it or not. I had completely forgotton about it though until I think (key word here) I both developed a crush on my long-time kick boxing partner which I can't belive I just wrote into a space which is not my mind. He is HOT!!!! And I started wondering what it would be like to kiss my best friend. I had this dream where I had sex with a lesbian and had a long term relationship with her. I woke up feeling good. I started questioning everything I thought I knew about my sexuality and now I am really confused..... I also had a really awkward conversation with my friend when she told me that someone in our year was bisexual and then wouldn't tell me who it was when all I wanted was advice from whoever it is and then she thought I was being prying and rude. Then I had a class where someone had the same name as me and when someone said "Rosa do you have a crush on (hot kickboxing guy, I'll call him Brad)" I jumped skyhigh and almost confessed. That was more like a monologue than a introduction but I am NOT rewriting.



And now smilies. Because I can.(&&&):confused2::confused2::eusa_eh::newcolor::eusa_booh:icon_quesride::music::love::laugh::icon_redf:eek!)(!):bang::eusa_naug:arrow::arrow::arrow::goodevil:ride::starwars::la::icon_cool

 

Thanks! I'm looking toward to getting to know people!! :icon_bigg