Hello everyone. I'm 26 and I'm just now discovering myself, and coming to terms with a part of myself I've denied for a long time. I have very bad anxiety and depression, just to name the basics that have made this journey a bit hard for me. I've been hurt badly by both men and women, but my history with men has been very abusive and unloving, if not scary. I have known I was attracted to women since I was 14, but I had always dated men. Lately, after a very strange, apathetic, and abusive relationship with my male ex, I'm realizing more and more that I am just not comfortable around men romantically. Being hugged or kissed by a man creates a feeling of unease and nervousness in me, but when I am hugged or kissed by a woman I feel more at ease, and it feels lovely. I suppose this is why I'm here, to sort out my confusion and everything that has been eating me away inside. I'm a bit of a mess, but hopefully I can sort some of my deeper secrets out here. Sorry for the long intro, I never know how to do these things. Either way, this is me. I hope to find good things here
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