Hi all. Had an experience the other night, and guess I just need to share. This looked like an ok place. I'm a 28yr old male, 6 sexual partners in...2 female, 4 male...but I identify myself privately and publicly as straight or predominately straight. I've never had a one night stand with a women, and never had more than that with a man. And no man has ever made me climax(always at least a little drunk and either pressured or just weird). Long term relationships with women I've been with. Climax not usually an issue with them. Long story short, had a first date(brunch) with a woman, and ended the night with a man. Odd thing is...I actually had a good time. Every time with a man before has been...awkward, strange and more or less bad(one time essentially rape). It's been about 7 years since my last time with a guy. I'm still raw from ending a relationship with a woman...a crazy, sexy redhead that was both a dream and a nightmare. Still haven't had a climax with a man, but I had a really good time. It was definitely pleasurable. I really enjoyed wrapping my legs around someone and squeezing hard, not thinking I was going to hurt them...pressing and rubbing heels, knees, elbows, chins...ect into muscle tissue as hard as I want... strong enough to really enjoy it. Somewhere between what I perceived normally perceived as foreplay, sex and a deep tissue massage done by a contortionist(me). For the first time, I actually want to see this man again. Its amazing that I'm still learning such fundamental things about myself. A little scared of pursuing it further, a little scared of having to re identify myself to myself and other people.
