I have discovered the beauty of a woman's touch in so many levels. I have always felt that I am bi (more of a les), but due to strong valvalues and beliefs systems, I had to ignore the life that I found fascinating and made my heart sing.
Hey Mystic flower, welcome to EC! Why do you have to ignore that life? I know that coming out is hard, but i believe we can help you to be yourself! Welcome to the community
Hello from the States and welcome to EC! :welcome: :smilewave You shouldn't ignore how you feel. That's just natural and we can offer you advice and help here
Thank you all, I live in an isolated community and my upbringing has been, I feel, as black and white and nothing in between. My mother is quite strict and I believe that her reaction will be an unpleasant one and that everyone else's will be the same. The past 6 months has been quite a roller coaster ride, quite liberating to say the least.
I am seriously considering it now and pursue a dream. I have an anxiety disorder and finally have panic attacks somewhat controlled. I have been married for over a decade and have children. I have lived here all of my life, so it is something that will take time. The fear of being rejected and ridiculed is something that is so strong in me that it seems to paralize me. Writing poetry has helped.
Welcome to the community! I hope you feel at home and understood here. We have a lot of people who have gone through similar struggles, especially with religious parents, or with just having so much shame and negative self-talk. (*hug*)
hello and welcome!! Hope you find the answers in this safe environment. I too am new and im loving the experience and being able to express myself without being judged..All the best in ur endeavours <3
I feel very safe in this community, certainly an environment where there is no judgement. I am glad that you are loving the experience here.