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Discussion in 'The Welcome Lounge' started by love doll, Apr 27, 2015.

  1. love doll

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    Just joined. Have been tempted to join because had no other place to open up as the woman I have been inside my male body. Wonder whether I can find some understanding person here (*hug*)
     
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    Hi there and welcome. I am a newbie here too, but I am sure you will find people who understand you.
     
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    Thanks camel

    ---------- Post added 27th Apr 2015 at 04:36 PM ----------

    Camel you say you are a gay. I don't know how your feeling is different from mine. I want to and do visualise myself as a lovely girl. ... which a man very posessive very caring very masculine loves madly passionately

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    And I so dearly wish I really had that prince charming of mine

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    What role you play as a gay the doer or the receiver ?
     
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    I don't really know. I don't feel like a woman at all. I feel like a man, I am happy to be a man. As a small boy (pre-teen) I remember thinking I wanted to be a girl, but I think that was because I didn't fit in with the boys, and it was the only way I could understand my being 'different' - I had never heard of homosexuality. Trans issues are not something I really understand. And I try to avoid commenting on things I don't understand, as I don't want to say the wrong thing and appear insensative.
     
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    Do you mean you are attracted to people who look bodily like men but wanna b loved like a girl?
     
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    Greetings & Welcome to Empty Closets :welcome: :eusa_danc :smilewave
     
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    Thanks :icon_redf(*hug*)
     
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    No, I want to be loved like a man by a man - or at least have sex like a man with a man. If I was a woman, I couldn't do all the sexual things I like to do with a man. Nor could I do all the sexual things I like to do with a woman. I feel completely masculine, and am attracted to other men. I think that's what it means to be gay!
     
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    Hey man, I have had sex, successful sex, with women. But when the love thirsty girl inside me becomes awake and I imagine submitting myself to a man I have an altogether different sweet feeling engulfing my entire body. It is completely different the same parts of my body start receiving different type of sensation much much more sweet than the first one. I wish I could make you understand it. My eyelids close my lips part my body craves for his strong grip and caresses of his rather rough fingers. :icon_redf

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    And of course my breathing becomes uneven and heart starts racing madly.
     
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    I'm not questioning the validity of your feelings or experience. But they don't make any sense to me. That's ok. We are all different. A chacun son goût.
     
  11. BornCoward

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    Hello there.

    I think I understand what you mean, I often feel like I've been brainwashed into being a woman, so much so that I'm confused about what gender I am actually identify with any more.

    I hope you find care and support on here :slight_smile:
     
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    You obviously have very strong feelings, lovedoll. I recommend taking a look over at 'Gender Identity and Expression' in the Support Area. :slight_smile:
     
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    Hi There! Im also new here. I hope you feel accepted and love through this site. Im just here for anybody who wants to talk and share what they're going through. :slight_smile:
     
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    Sure (*hug*)