Hi there Thisisme, welcome and you'll never have geussed it. I'm gay to and so is a lot of other people here. Your not alone; which is what I found after being here for a few days! Kind regards, Creator.
A bit scary saying that for the first time, isn't it? Don't worry - you will be okay! There are plenty of nice folks around here that know exactly what you're going through. Take a look around and feel free to join in as much as you feel comfortable with. Welcome to the forum!
Welcome to EC and well done on admitting how you feel. That counts as your first coming out. If you need support, advice or encouragement in accepting your sexuality or coming out to more people please do ask. We like to help.
Welcome, friend! If you want someone to chat with, give me a message or add me! It's kind of scary admitting it to other people the first time, but it's also kind of exhilarating! I hope you have a good time at EC, everyone here is really kind (Yeah... I know shocking for the internet right?) and helpful! So don't be afraid to ask any questions or give your opinion on things, not to mention there's always the Anon part of this if you feel you don't want to ask it as you. Hope you find what you're looking for!