Hello! It's really weird for me to be typing this. My hands are literally shaking. I know its anonymous, but it's still really scary... :icon_redf So I've been questioning my sexuality for a really long time now ( basically my whole life) and im still very confused. I have what I think is a huge crush on this girl in my class. I think she's just so beautiful and sweet. Even though I've known her for 2 years now, i'm still very nervous when she talks to me and I'm having trouble finding to words cause I really want her to like me. I think about her a lot and when she laughs at my jokes, that just gives me the best feeling ever. I can say nothing wrong about her, gosh, she's just perfect to me. But now comes the part that confuses me. I'm not really physically attracted to her..like...I don't feel the need to see her naked or have sex with her. Which I kind of do with guys..I think...but then I have never had a crush this big on a guy. It's just so weird and I really don't know if Im lesbian or not...is it possible to be an asexual lesbian? I dont know much about that stuff... Thank you for your time! Im looking forward to the nice conversations I'll have here! Xxx
Welcome to EC From what you've said I think you might be heterosexual homo-romantic. Heterosexual meaning obviously that you are sexually attracted to the opposite sex and homo-romantic meaning that you develop romantic feelings for the same sex. I could be wrong of course since I'm in no way an expert at this kind of thing but anyway I hope I helped
Firstly, welcome to EC ^^. What you're describing I actually felt towards a girl some years ago, (I've known her since I was 10) but after some time I had to stop talking to many of my friends so I could keep studying, and I kind of got over it. Yes, it is possible to be sexually heterosexual but homo-romantic. Oh well, I really hope you like the forum and find it helpful.
