Hello

hello I am a 23 year old newbie its time for me to stop procrastinating and find out some questions I have had for a while I have been so intrigued with sex and sexual activities.
such as fetishes and all sorts of sexual things That it has consumed most of my teen's and early 20's I believe i like both Men & Women but then there is the whole part where i have only had gay sex with my friend aka experimenting !!! over several months but it was nothing serious a lot of oral that's it no other stuff but when i was in school i was medley in love with a girl so WTF I don't get it its like one side of my brain wants Women And one side wants men but of corse there is always the social stigma of beaing different its like when your a guy and your bi its still like ughh just choose already and when its girls its ok do whatever you want. and then there is the really odd part of me that wants to wear pink and dress up and wear feminine things like that but i just find myself looking at myself and telling myself to get it together but i cant help that felling all the time when i see a girl in a pretty dress all dressed up i feel like i want to be her but i would never ever change my gender i love hat i got and always will but ughh I don't know help meeeeeee

PS i am sorry i did not use the right punctuation but like the rest of the world I am not perfect :smilewave