oh uh hi there! (x this is a really new experience for me and I don't usually create threads but I just thought— it wouldn't hurt if I introduced myself to everyone here Ü ~ I live in Los Angeles, CA, United States and some of my fav hobbies are gaming, sports, and running. I am still quite not sure if I am 100% gay. I'm not open to people about it and I sure don't act girly... so I've come to this forum to look for answers. ~ let's see... I am sexually attracted to men. I don't like boobies/sticking my penis in vaginas, but anal is fine. I do like girls that I find attractive, but I never would imagine having a real relationship. I'm more into boys when it comes to love. I have no idea what my sexuality is, but I'm thinking bi— but more toward guys. like 85% gay, less than 15% straight¿ I've always feared what my family would think of me if I told them that I was dating a guy, or if I was with a guy.. I can tell that they really dislike gays and it would make me and my family shameful. I have cousins, aunts, grandparents.. what would they say to this? shit, I'm sorry guys. I got a lil carried away. I shall save this in a different thread This was suppose to be an intro -.- heh, as if this was my last post HAHA ! have a great day y'all! -k
Hi there fellow Californian! And welcome to EC! (*hug*) This is definitely the place to be if you are questioning your orientation. I'm sure you'll relate to a lot of the folks here and it will help you better understand yourself. I am kind of similar to you in that I do find women beautiful, but I am only sexually attracted to guys. Here's one question just to think about, I think you alluded to it already but anyways, who could you see yourself spending the rest of with and being happy emotionally and sexually? Is this possible with a woman? Is this possible with a man? Thinking about that should at least help you understand what feelings you have. We're all here for you. (&&&)
