I'm not so good at introduction threads, so expect rambling. Lots and lots of rambling I am rather bored a lot of the time though, so if you feel like it, shoot me a message, I'd love someone to talk to! I guess I'm not supposed to put out my real name on here, but online I'm usually known by Kitten or Kitty, and you can call me whatever, I don't really mind anything. I'm not ashamed of my sexuality, and I'm open with anyone I'm comfortable being open with. Strangely enough, I'm more willing to share information on my sexuality with people I hardly know than I am with family and close friends, mostly because I have anxiety over abandonment, I guess. I am out to my mother, and I think all of my friends, but my dad and extended family still has no idea. I find that the hardest thing about my sexuality is the fact that I never know exactly what to come out *as*. I mean, I could say I'm a lesbian, but then why do I still find men physically attractive? Not sexually, I would never wish to do anything in bed with a man, but I find their faces attractive at least. I because of that, for months I stuck with the label "biromantic homosexual' and left it at that, until I realized how much more complicated it could become, since I am also attracted to ftm and mtf trans people, and bisexual or biromantic suggest that there are only two genders. I'm not pansexual though, since that suggests that I don't have a preference based on what's in a person's pants (which I do); add my polyamorous tendencies onto that, and no label seems to fit just right. Now, sexuality aside, I am also agnostic, though I was brought up strict catholic. I love cosplay, roleplay, and fanfics, and anime is my life. I used to be really depressing, kinda emo, and extremely pessimistic, so while I try to be positive and make sure everyone is happy now, sometimes I'll say something unnecessarily negative; try not to take it to heart. It's just old habits showing through. I have tried and failed multiple times to be a vegetarian, and I have two blood siblings and two step siblings, all of which are younger than me, as well as an older half brother that I've never met. I am currently in my freshman year of high school, and I am planning on becoming an english teacher. I am attempting (and failing) to become bilingual in German.
Here's your official welcome. Hope you enjoy the community, and you've provided a lot of interesting facts about yourself!
