Hi! I'm a 15 year-old girl questioning her sexual orientation. I love to read and some of my favorite books are The Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, and A Brief History of Time. I also love Star Wars, Doctor Who, and Sherlock. I love to write and I am currently editing the first draft of my fantasy novel that I wrote and finished in November. I also play violin and I have been wanting to start composing for a while now. I am a total nerd and I love anything to do with math or science or just learning in general. Lately I have been really questioning my sexuality. Before I always just assumed I was straight and told myself that any attraction I might have been feeling towards other girls was just more like admiration. Now though I feel like I have never really felt very strongly about boys and it always felt kind of wrong to imagine myself with a husband later on in life. I have had crushes on boys but I always exaggerated to myself and others about how I felt. Now I have been feeling more and more attracted to other girls and I can really see myself in a relationship with a girl. I have had a lot of dreams and stuff about girls and even after waking up I still feel very attracted to them. I will dream about kissing a girl and still want to do that when I wake up. So now I don't know. I hope that I will be able to find support here as I try to figure myself out.
