I just tried to post in a forum and realised I needed one post so I thought this was the obvious place for a +1 post. Hey guys, I'm Nikk, 18, from England and I'm FTM. Having decided that living in this body and being percieved as female for the rest of my life can't happen I've been attempting to properly kickstart my transition process I have an appointment with my GP next week nand have been contacting support groups locally as well as online and weirdly, I don't think I've ever come across empty closets before. Some generic things about me: I like rock and metal music; exercise; reading; action films and I've practically grown up on forums. I'm hoping to find some support to come out, I was going to wait until uni because I'm immensely scared to come out in my current city having been bullied up until the age of 16 and nearly dying because of it I really didn't want to have to deal with that again but it's becoming increasingly difficult to deal with people thinking I'm a girl and I'm generally unsure of where to go from here. Anyway, I hope everyones well today.