Ummmm don't know where to start. I love women and i still do. However, in the past couple months i have found myself getting turned on by gay and transsexual porn. This past two weeks i find myself on craigslist ads looking at guys and it turns me on alot. Now in the past drunk i have held hands with a guy and i caught my self caressing a guys face one time but i had way too much tequilla in those two occurances. Also, i did have an unfortunate situation as a kid. At the age of about of 9 a family member raped me off and on for about two years. I've kept that hidden for almost 20 + years, unfortunately. Anyways, ive always enjoyed sex with women and i still do. They still turn me on! So now im at a point where i want to have sex with a guy and this is messing me up big time! I can go either way.... I guess. I dont know. Both women and men turn me on. Confused!
