Hello, my name is Peter and I'm from the UK. I'm a genuine guy who's sensitive, loving, caring and lonely. I'm struggling through life and want to start living rather than existing. As far as I know I'm a gay guy but I've never had a relationship of ANY kind with anyone. I don't have many friends either. I guess I'm trying to find myself, who I am, my purpose for being here. My self confidence and self esteem are pretty low and I've also suffered with mild depression over recent years. I guess I want to find my soulmate, my best friend and also create a circle of friends which I've never really had as I was bullied at school my entire life. I just turned 50 and I went to California, Disneyland and San francisco. It was so hard for me to see cute guys holding hands and in love enjoying life, I want the same but don't know how. I don't want the next 50 years to be the same as the last 50, thats if I'm lucky enough to live that long. I look younger than my years, so I'm told anyway. Although I'm from the UK my heart is in the USA, I love America and my dream would be to find an American guy to love and marry me, then live the American Dream.
Hi DisneyGuy...! Plenty of people to chat with and make friends with here. I hope you find a way to live your dream.... You are the most powerful force in your life. Don't be a passenger - grab that wheel and drive like hell ... !!!
Thanks KarenLyn, I'd love to make my dream a reality, not really sure its possible though. I loved you last comment btw.
