Hello, I'm new here, recently stumbled upon this place via Google search, and decided to give it a try... Hopefully, you guys could help me with some issues, and even more hopefully I might be of some use around here too... So, here it goes... My name is John, I'm a man in my early-thirties, looking like a typical manly man, living an more or less ordinary life, in a not-so-well-off country in eastern EU. Well, there's nothing much to say aboutmyself, except that there are a few things I keep secret from most of the world, and one of them is that I'm bisexual, for (currently) lack of a better description. And I've been such for as long as I can recall, atleast ever since I became interested in sex. Most of my life I was suppressing those, as well as other, "unmanly", desires, being taught it's wrong to be that way. From time to time I acted out on those desires, but solo and in private, to release the pressure, and went trough guilt trips afterwards. Some years ago, I went further, and had sex with man. It was fantastic, altough the feelings were not exacty like doing that kind thing with a woman (and I did and still do enjoy sex with women). I had sex with men on afew more occassions, having good feelings afterwards, which always turned to feelings of shame and guilt. I did not considered myself anything but straight with kinky desires at that time, I was sure it will go away one day. Except that it didn't. Last year I began to question my sexuality, and began the quest of coming to terms with it. So, yeah. This part of my life is a mess, and I feel like sorting it out. Thanks if you bothered to read trough all this.
