Hello. I questioned my sexuality for about four/five years and have started to accept I'm not straight and likely lesbian. Not that it really matters because I'll probably never have a relationship due to both my shitty looks (short, not thin, and generally ugly) and my inhibitions about intimately revealing vulnerabilities to someone. Still I decided to sign up for this forum and take a look around. I'm also hoping to meet people who have gone through some of the same things.
Nice to have you here with us! You will with out a doubt find people on here who can relate to you and who can help you out with all of this. We're a welcoming bunch who love to lend a hand to a fellow member, just shout if you need something!
Welcome. I wouldn't go back to my teenage years for anything, but please do know that life gets far less black and white than it seems in high school. You'll be able to find people who are less superficial, and as you grow in confidence hopefully you'll be able to let someone in You're brave to be thinking about your sexuality now. I know I didn't even let myself question it until lately, and I'm in my 30s. I wish you luck, and I know you'll find lots of supportive people here.