Libra with libra ascendant, that's why I'm still questioning

Hello everyone! :smilewave

I've been questioning my sexuallity for around 5 years now, and I'm feeling really lost and demotivated. I thought that writing about it and reading others experiences would help me with that, and that's how I found this forum.

Oh, and I don't really believe in astrology, its just that it sounds ridiculously accurate now :lol:

 

Thank you everyone!

I keep second guessing myself. Like, if I'm sure I am a lesbian, I keep thinking what if I am actually bisexual or straight and so on. I think I'm just afraid of labeling myself and then finding out I'm not what I thought I was.

 

Thank you, killswitch0029!

Thank you for the advice, silverhalo! I think you're right, it wouldn't be the end of the world if I was wrong. I had never thought this way, I'm always concerned about what other people will think and I think I always catastrophize their reactions.

I do have some LGBT friends, but I usually avoid this subject. But some of them know I'm questioning.

 

I can say it out loud, but I still feel a little insecure.

 

Well, I'm not out yet because I'm not sure of what I am and I'm also very shy, so it's difficult for me to talk about these things.

My friends that know I'm questioning found out because I dated a girl that is also their friend. I met her a few days after meeting them, that are all gay/lesbian/bisexual. We went out one day, only the two of us, and she asked me about my sexual orientation. I knew she was bisexual, I thought she was pretty and funny and probably interested in me, so I said that I didn't know.

So, basically, a few people know but not because I told them, they just found out. And after going out with this girl, I started thinking about all the signs that I might be a lesbian or bisexual, like the fact that all my celebrity crushes are women, but I did have a crush on a boy in high school. I just don't know how many of these things are really a sign of my sexuality or if I'm making it all up.

Sorry if it sounds confusing :/

 

Yeah, I think I notice girls more.

It's hard to say, I can imagine a lot of things. But roughly, when I imagine a relationship with a man I expect him to be more protective, while a woman more affectionate. I don't know if that makes sense.

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Thank you (*hug*)

 

I don't know, I think I imagined the man first.

I thought a lot about it today, and I think I'm probably lesbian or bisexual, at least girls always caught my attention, so I'm almost sure I'm attracted to them. But I'm not that worried about it anymore, because, as you said, labels are not that important. I will just live my life.

Thank you for all those questions, it was nice to reflect on them!